Well i expect you wouldnt beleive what happened to me lastnight.
At gone 2am there is loud banging and scrapeing noise.Then the lights went out. Zeus is barking crazy.
Im scared to death as someone tries to get into my house. I phone police and while i wait i grab a big bread knife. I was so scared i couldnt see a thing.I expected to see at any moment somebody in my house. Then i hear screeching of tyres as a car out side pulls off.
The police arrive to late.The person had already gone. They search around outside anyway.there is marks on the garage door and one on the main door to my home.
The police help me to get the lights back on,but the fusebox is in the garage and my friend's bmw is in the way (hes left it at mine while going to germany) So the police man trys to push it,but its on gravel and he cant do it. SO i hand him the keys and he goes to reverse it away from the garage.BUT he didnt have it in reverse! He crashed it into the garage!!!!
I couldnt believe it im in shock with fear and now this.
Still he finally gets it in reverse and helps get my lights back on.
He tells me not to sleep in my bed room tonight as that is the first place a intruder will go.so here i am lying on the sofa completely shattered but unable to sleep im so scared.

I guess you could say i had a crap night.
But at least im still alive

What really freaks me out is i got a email a week or so ago,it was really horrible,saying how i was going to be killed and that my throat would be cut sometime after midnight
RIght now im seriously scared to pieces.Im just so glad i got zeus.

Apart from that not much is happening.
Im going to Vegas next week And after tonights happenings i really cant wait to be away from here.

I hope to get lots of photos and paintings done while away so hopefully i will be posting new things soon.

Im so worn out! So tired so shattered!
This move just seems never ending! I have been up to scotland and down 350 miles to england 4 times now!
Now im here for the very last time the house is now empty and i have just finished cleaning it from top to bottom. Tomorrow morning i will travel back down. Unfortunately i have no internet connection at the place im going as i am in temporary accomodation until the 18th june. Then hopefully i will be back
But who knows by time i get back maybe i will have lots of new paintings to put up

Will miss you all my friends You all mean so much to me.
Cant wait to be back with you all again soon!
Be good now but if you cant be good be careful!!!lol

Love you all!

Well lets see where am i heading ???
It is a good question..........
To be honest i just dont know ,i am just flowing with the ebb and flow in the tide of life.

Tomorrow i head down into England to a new home. Not what i really wish to do as i love this country. But after searching endlessly for weeks it has come to his.
Better to have a roof over ones head then a cardboard box.

So i will be away for some time. SO no more deviations for awhile
But i plan to work on my latest painting while i have no internet so hopefully it will be ready for when i finally do get reconnected.

So it is not good bye my friends just see you soon i hope

Take care and my thoughts are with you all!

Well as mentioned in my last update i had a new home lined up!
However...............
Just after we had packed our furniture in the van and sent it on its way to the new house,i get a phone call from the new landlord.He coldheartedly told me he had changed his mind so not to bother signing the new lease!

So again i have no home and on monday i was supposed to leave here! Have not got any idea what to do!!!!
Then after getting off the phone to him i went to feed the baby bunny only to find him in distress and he shortly died in my hands aged 14 days.
I dont think i have cried so much in a very long time.

Im sat here now after having search everywhere for a new home and i have no idea what to do. I must leave this place, and on wednesday i have to face going back into hospital.
I guess u can say im very sad right now.
Some people would say i must be a wicked person for so much bad things to happen, or just that i have no luck.
I know i do my best, treat others as kindly as possible but it seems life just likes to kick me when im down.

Maybe one day i will rise above all this!
I guess we will just have to wait and see

I finally found a new home!!!! And its beautiful! Its on top of the cliffs over looking the irish sea and there is a path that leads down to a private beach! So i can swim naked in peace!lol.

So now all i have to do is beat this illness!Which i will do my best to do.

On a different note i have now become surrogate mum to two cute little baby bunnies, who are 7 days old. I will put up some pictures of them for you to see Unfortunately the 3 other brothers and sisters were killed and there mum was attacked by some horrible rats!
As i sit here writing this the two little one are under my laptop on my lap,keeping themselves warm after i have just feed them.
They are so sweet. I just hope they will make it! I will do all i can to help them survive.

Well i guess i better get back to work! I have lots of packing to do!lol